~Dezsqyei

I haven't gotten on here in what seems like ages...
I know it's weird, but I miss school. I miss seeing most of my friend's faces. I only see Graham, TJ, and Richelle anymore. Stoney's going to Tennessee for the rest of the Summer. I found a knife in the park in my neighborhood. It has what looks like blood on it. I hope it's rust. My girlfriend and I nearly broke up because I refused to recall the police. It was just so...confusing. I'm having major family issues. My parents found out about my MySpace (they're overbearing), and now I'm grounded from the computer until God knows when. I have permission right now to go on the computer and check my e-mail, or e-mail-like sites. I miss walking to school with Clara and Kirsten. I feel kind of left out. I've been thinking a lot lately about who I am. It's really creeping me out. I've been having this feeling that something is going to happen. I don't know if it's supposed to be good or bad, but I feel it. I don't like it; it makes me feel really odd inside. I just don't know what's going on. I'm actually missing school...it distracted me from conflicts and struggles that I'd have to face. I need to talk to somebody...I think. I don't know. I don't even know why I'm on here. I don't do anything anymore. Ugh, okay. I think I'm done venting. Peace and love.

Well, I got TIPS (In-School Suspension), and thank god it's over. Apparently while in TIPS, teachers are aloud to pile on as much extra work as they can, which explains why my math teacher gave me tomorrow's homework without even telling me how to do it. Mr. Lackey is pretty cool at TIPS, but the other teacher is horrible. Apparently, the point of TIPS is to isolate the bad kids from all of society for 6 hours. We have to stay in an enclosed, stuffy room for most of the time, with the exception of lunch, which we have to eat between A-lunch and B-lunch (keeping up with the isolation thing). They made me bring all my textbooks, which were unnecessary because I had tests in all the classes I have textbooks in. I'm so glad to be out of there.

I'm going to my first concert at 5:00! I'm going to see Megadeth, plus some other guys that are playing. The bad thing is, since I'm so young, my mom's going. It's slightly embarrasing. Her only rule is that I can't do moshpits, which I wasn't going to do anyway. Also, we're going to leave early. By early, I mean midnight, so school tomorrow is going to be horrible. But oh well, it's worth it.

Life's going pretty good. The only thing that's bad is that I have to read this book called "The Elfstones of Shannara" Language Arts and Literature. It's a pretty good book though. So yeah...umm...I like cupcakes?

Umm...I thought slopes were for Calculus. I'm not sure. I remember always seeing the equation "f(x)" in Calculus stuff, and I thought I wouldn't learned that for a while. I was wrong, we learn it in Pre-Algebra. XD
Oh well, atleast it's easy.

Okay, enough math talk.

Umm...well, I decided that I hate Garrick today (Look at "Betrayer..."). And we get to write poety in Language Arts/Literature tomorrow, so that's cool. I guess that's it. Nothing today happened that wasn't school-related.

I love laying in grass and talking to my friends at the same time. ^-^